Reset of my life

Just when I though I had everything, I had a new person in my life who I can really freely share everything I had, I lost it. Maybe it is just my fate that I have to be alone, time for me to wake up the damn idea. I'm sorry that I had to put you into this state, forgive me you will always hold a important place somewhere in my mind and heart. I really wish I can help you to fulfill your dreams and the unknown thing that you want it to happen. I know you are pissed with me for not telling you, if you really understand me you will know the intention was always taking to you as my priority. I wish I could tell you, but I think it will hurt you more then just being angry with me for whatever silly action that you think I am behaving. I will move on alone and I just hope the future path for you could be a happier and smoother one, if I ever not being able to fulfill my promise to you please forgive me, I just wish I had the fate in our next life if I couldn't.